Hahaha when T talked bout her boyfriend and stuff, i suddenly feel i miss the feeling of having a boyfriend. When someone is there for you everytime and you'll be msging the person all the time and smiling stupidly to yourself. Talking to each other on the phone. Say i love you to the person and be damn shy to continue talking. Having someone hug you and tell you he love you or something like that.. Hahaha i kinda miss everything. Dang.. This isnt good. I told myself to not think bout relationships now but it's like hitting back to me once in a while. Today i think i saw someone. But i treat it as i never see anything and continue walking. I'm over the person and never going back.. Never mel never. Oh i talked to A on fb just now. We're gonna meet up in the hols and mug! I really have to mug for this exams! My results are in such mess. Hwaiting mel! I shall go write my script for Comm Skills. Eh wait! No.. I need to study for my summitive test this sat and there's a mock on thursday.. FML.. Haha Annyeong~!

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Can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky like shooting stars? I could really use a wish right now.. Hahaha i wanna wish for something but what? I'm over someone so there isnt any use for wishing now. This makes me feel so empty.. again.. Hahaha i shall just look forward to ktv later at sgcc. Looking at some memories yesterday and i kinda miss them. But there's not turning back. Once something is said, it can be said again. I know that you were nice to be but insecurity sometimes sets in and breaks apart everything. I'm sorry if i was harsh to you through messages but i just dont wanna look back and miss it. I'm over you and the other bastard so i'm gonna leave it as it is. Hopefully it will stay this way. Those memories i wanna forget but i just cant bear to throw them away.. Annyeong.

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Love the restaurant's ambience and waiters. They're friendly and awesome(: Hahaha one of them say that he's sorry for their awful singing of birthday song. Haha! I would wanna go back there and try their spaghetti and mushroom soup!(:

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JJ wore the cap for me *Fangirl screams!* I told him i was low on budget. I had not enough money.. But i counted today and i realised in total including the stuff that my parents pay was like 463 bucks in total! Hahaha omg so much! I have one iphone cover,1 cap, 3tops and 2 sets of badges from Smudge. I'm so damn busy now cos friday and saturday i was mostly outside. Tofus' birthday surprise for me on saturday was awesome. Haha we all played block catching. So damn funn but tiring as well. Ohoh i got in to BSC(: Hehe monday got meeting at LT17, 5.30pm. Need bring 11 or 13 bucks for the camp fees. Hopefully i can go for the camp. Hope it dont clashes with anything. Gtg write cue cards. Haha Annyeong~!

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Omg i'm 17 already! And birthday pass like lazer beam *pew* and over liao! Today class sang me birthday song^^ So awww~ WTF! blogger just deleted everything i said! So basically i went BSC interview then the interviewer was samantha and she feels like a nice girl. Haha always with a pink flower on her head. Then met up with R and K then R made me do a dare and it was to say hi today's my birthday to ppl who walk pass. Then went for dinner at KFC opposite school then R pangsehed us when we go watch despicable me at ehub. Agnes the little girl is so damn adorable!! Quotes:"It's so fluffy i'm gonna die!" Then after the movie went to arcade then D, wifeyy and K went to play bishybashy then after that we all played the spot the difference game then after that played some cheena game but quite fun. Haha. Today's an awesome day! Friday and Saturday gonna be awesome days too(: Omg birthday ending soon! Noooo! Anyway, wanna thank everyone for all the wishes! And thanks wifeyy, E, D, K and R for the prezie!(: It's so cute(: Thanks J for the card! So sweet of you!(: I'm so annoyed now! Just now the post was even longer than this! Eff blogger lahhh! Stupid html error! Stupid thing! I shall end here for today. Haha Annyeong~!

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Just now had dinner with family at Changing Appetites. They have awesome mudpies. I shared the cookie monster with kor and his gf(: R made me a card. So damn awesome^^ Kor's second birthday present to me is so creative and thoughful! Hahaha made me lmao! Haha what a cute brother i have. Then kor and gf went off first cos R has curfew. Then me and my parents, my aunt and her friend went walking around. Then sat down at swensen's and had a icecream cake. They sang me birthday song^^ The cake was so damn hard to cut! Swensen's gave me a complimentary mini earthquake with 3 flavours. Thanks Swensen's! The service was really awesome(: Today is so awesome.. Ohoh R's card to me is so cute. Hidden meaning to paper aeroplanes^^ Really daebak! I gtg showerrr! My birthday's running towards me already! I can totally seee itttt coming!!!^^ Haha Annyeong~!!

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Just one step closer..

I'm down with stupid flu and a little sore throat. I'm praying hard that i'll be fine by wednesdayyy! I dont wanna be sick on my birthday! Haha today T said: " On wednesday, all of us should wear giraffe colour (yellow/orange) cos it's mel's birthday." She said it infront of me. Haha^^ But im really happy that they are planning to wear something yellow or orange for my birthday. So sweet. Even though it might be a little something, but it means alot to me. Haha^^ Love you 1B08. Wednesday's my birthday and it's a short day(: Okay i shall stop here. I'M SO DAMN BOREDD! Haha Annyeong~!

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I may just pick a new heart out of the many(: Today training killed me!! Did legdrills,20x abdominal crunches+accelerate 50m=1 set. We did 6 freaking sets! Then we also did stuff like lean against the wall, then lower down to 90 degrees for 45seconds, 3 times. Then a long cool down. Saw R training today. Haha he finally managed to go training! He injured his knee during the parachute landing. Must take care arh! Then when we on the day to the mushroom, passed by dance studio and saw cheerleaders practicing inside. Then S was there! Haha long time never see her alreadyyy! Then after that R went to busstop with friends and i sat car home cos my dad fetch. Wth lah.. They fetch me everytime after training after the sarawak workers slash ppl when robbing. Stupid ttm lahh! I also freaking afffected. Sadded ttm. I wanna go Jaebeommie's concert/showcase at sentosa on 25 september!!! 100 bucks. I also wanna go Smudge grand opening on 16 july. I think he's gonna be there. I like got a feeling he will be there. Cos it's grand opening. Yesterday's match Spain won Germs 1-0(: Happy ttm! I shall stop here.. Haha Annyeong~!

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Once upon a time, a girl meet a boy and she got attracted to this boy at first sight.. Then slowly, she fell in love with this boy without noticing it. Even though people said that he isnt good enough for her but she still continued to love him secretly wihout the boy knowing. Then this girl found out that this boy lied to her bout two stuff and dont know if there's more to come.. She felt sad but still continued to love him more. Then one day, this boy got together with another girl that this boy liked for some time. She realised it's too tiring for her and it's just hurting her heart even more. So she decided to end it everything in one night. When she saw 1111 on her watch, she wished for this boy to be be erased from her memory. She told herself she will not cry and will not be sad because he is not worth her happiness and tears. This is another ending to her one-sided love story. This girl just prays that this never happens again because she might not be able to take this shit again..

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