Haha my parents say we're not going malaysia and the place we were supposed to go is tioman(haha correct spelling?)hah and not mauritius! And mauritius is freaking not in malaysia! Haha omg this is like so stupid can! I'm so embarassed! Haha! Today's a fridayyy! Nothing much lahh. School is getting more and more busy each day! Haha i wanna go find my dear at J's chalet! Haha A! I promise i try go for ketsu chalet kayyyy!:D Omg im so bored at home cann.. Lucky still got friends to talk to on msnn! Okay im damn lazxy to type bout today lahhh.. Annyeong~!

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Today was a long long day! Ended school at 1pm then met J for lunch at Tampines Mall. We ate at Swensens cos my class gonna have a class dessert session:) Thanks to Z! Then after eating and playing games at some outdoor area in the mall, me, J, A and C cabbed back to school.. Then i meet R so that i can go the TrackanField trials with him. Then during orientation (Yes, it bacame a orientation cos we played games and not run or jump hahaha! They told us no trials.next week then is the trials..), I made new friends:) W, B, F, H(whom i think looks like tere!), C, W, S and S! Dont know if i left out anyone but yeahh.. Training for me will be on Tuedays and Thursdays.. 6pm(for now, maybe changing to 6.30pm).. Then i had super late dinner! And it was maggi mee cooked by my daddy with ingredients like egg:) It was awesome! Damn full now! Okay i need go do other stuff cos i'll be waking up at 6.10am cs im meeting A at mushroom, 7.30am! We gonna go see our juniors at sports comp:) Hehe Cedar X-country! Okay
stop here.. Annyeong~!

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Haha today is the day when SFBS is created!♥ Omg i just found out me and A have so much in common! It's really sad that our timetables clash so much.. Hopefully sem 2 it'll be better:) I feel like i can clique with her well:) My first ketsu friend!♥ Omg i dont know if my Comm skills essay's first paragraph is okay or not! Tomorrow got comm skills and the tutor like strict only! My essay is on internet addiction:) Hope there's things to write boutttt! Just now in school, met up with J and J:) Had camwhoring session with them:) So awesome! But actually not camwhore lah. Not many pictures:( Not much time for us to takeee. So sad! Oh then 3-4 supposed to meet panda for lunch but he late then he dont felt like eating so i ended up eating with my classmates! Haha panda, you seriously damn funny lahh! okay im gonna stop here nothing much to write bout for school! Short post for today! Annyeong~!

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*Warning.. This is gonna be a post full of rantings..*
Why is there not once that you can ever understand my interest?When will i get my freedom and deciding power?Which century are you at now?19th? You just wait till i'm 21..You really drive me crazy and push me to this far end.Sometimes you should just know when to shut up. Discuss? Haha Are you a joke? You came and just say a no right in my face.. Next time if you have a freaking answer just say it alright? Mummy says i have the face that gives the impression that im very easy to trick and all. Yes im gullible but i'm not that stupid to do something that will harm me and destroy my future right? Is like you're telling to blame it on my face.. So what? I'm supposed to hate it? Arghhh. Pissed off. Curfews are already killing me and now i cant even learn what i have interest in? People that learn hip hop doesnt means they are complicated or bad people. So what you're saying kor is bad and complicated and whatever you can name? If you're afraid that i might smoke or something? I can tell you i wont cos i hate the smoke smell. And if there are smokers among my friends, i dont care. Even thought i dont like the smell but i wont push them away and stay away from them or something cos they're still my friends. Okay if you're thinking i'm talking crap and you cant stand my rantings then click the red cross on the top right corner or your screen and get the hell out of my blog. Today i'm just so off mood cos of you know who. I dont wanna think bout it but how? He's there right in front of me.. I wanna learn hip hop since last year and finally i found people to go with me and you spoil everything like this. Why do you always make me cry.. I dont wanna cry but cos of some stupid tearing button in me is so easily triggered. I cry when i'm sad. I cry when i'm really fustrated. I cry when i'm angry.. Why does crying have to do with all these emotions.. I'm speechless. I'm filled with hate and anger. I'm sad and confused. Will anyone lend me a shoulder to cry on? Annyeong.

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Haha look how bored i was in CSA lab session! 3 freaking hours! Omg super siann! But some things quite cool lah. Haha. B Acc tutorials was s funny cos whenever we volunteer to answer, we must raise and then say your number so she will record and count in our participation points. haha! Damn funny!

Went KFC with some peeps from TP like Amy,Jared, Junnie, Dennis, Fuhairah, Andy, Russell, Evin and more. Haha my freaking original kfc chicken had to wait 30 min! Like wth right right! Like what E said, haha how come fast food restaurant still need wait so long? Isnt it supposed to be served fast? Haha i think it's so true! Grp photos are with F:) Upload soon yeah! Ohoh and JJ's Smudge will be in cineleisure not youth centre!:)Okay i think i have nothing much to write for today:) Annyeong!

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Seriously, im going crazy.. My daddy ask kor to help shower jewel cos it is supposed to be an alternate week thingy routine and shit him. Kor dont wanna shower jewel. We're going out later and i need to shower after i bath jewel and my hair's gonna take so damn long to dry. I dont like hair dryers if you're thinking why cant i just use it. The heat isnt good for oour hair. I prefer to let it dry by itself. Shitty thing is my mummy go bring jewel to shower and she puts the soap on her and this caused my daddy to scold us. Dammit lah seriously. Im pissed off and all my brother did was shout okay from his room when my daddy ask him to bath jewel. Then never come out. Now, suddenly he's out but still wearing his outside. Jewel is in the shower are cos the soap must be left on her fur for 10 min. Stupid seriously. Im pissed not because of my mummy but my kor. It was planned the way it is that he should be the one bathing jewel and he backs out and ask me to do so. Arghh im pissed at so many things he dooo! Im off.

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Today was a longggg day! But it felt quite alright though:) I think the comm skills teacher dont like my temporary grp man.. I was in the group with Aaron,JiHao,WeiSze,Justin and Simin. Haha! We made noise then get scolded. Other group make noise then she just continue to talk to them bout some essay thigy. Like siannn. Tutor dont like us is total bad thing. Hope it's not the case. Haha the one paragraph that she ask us to wite on our TP experience so far was so damn funny. The boys in my group had the idea of writing one on the tutor. Haha it was so damn awesome:D Omg the CSA homework's answer like cannot be found in the damn notes:( Stress!hahaha^^ I seriously need to get the textbooks! The textbooks and notes seriously burn big holes in pockets mann! My bag is getting heavier each day and slowly i would have worn all the clothes in my wardrobe. Then disaster would fall upon me:S Haha! Lucky for tuesdays and fridays i have shirts to wear:D I'll be wearing those day shirts:) Solve a very big problem:) Oh man.. I dont knowhow to do the damn CSA thingy! Haha i think i seriously gotta start staring at it and brainstorm. I think today my mind is going haywire. Haha! Maybe i missed the part of the notes where the answers can be found. Today, i was so siann.. I accidentally knock my milo down and it went *splash* all over the table.. So sadd. My miloo:( Then i decided i should just buy the packet chocolate milk in case im in bad luck and knock it over once more.. I wanna drink milooooo^^ Okay im gonna stop here. Annyeong~!

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Omg now i think the most boring subject is CSA. Cos i dont understand anything from the first 1 hour lecture. I think microecons was quite interesting. As for comm skills, the teacher was quite funny but strict at the same time. Cannot sms during her lesson. Omg today got homework alreadyyy! For microecons and comm skills. My bag's gonna get heavier each day.. Haha today was cca recruitment drive and i signed up for Track&Field! Haha it's the same old thing again. I wanted rock climbing but there werent any girl at the booth and no friends to follow me for the trial next week. Oh crap! Next week who can follow me for Track&Field trials?! Hope i'm having lunch with J.. She ends lectures and stuff at 1pm if im not wrong.. Thursday! Hope J can follow me for lunch. Cos i end at 1pm and the damn trial is at 6pm! Omg so lateee! Haha. J(this is another J) said just tell them my achievements, dont need go for trials. Haha i couldnt stop laughing at the suggestion. Haha. Oh the sian thing bout jumps training is that the training is on mon and wed! My wed!! It's like i end lectures and stuff at 3pm and then dang.. Need to stay in scool till like 6pm for training. Haha. Scarly i say all these crap and i dont get into TrackField for some reason then i'll totally be a joke ttm^^ Haha. Okay gotta go do my econs homework! Happy Earth Day to people who reads this blog of nonsense and everyone in this world:D Annyeong~!

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The only thing i can do at home is play with my beloved puppy, jewel.. If not FBing, msn, listen to songs and then blog like what im doing now. It's so boring at homee. I rather going to school, do some jogging and lectures and whatever. Tomorrow's early classes. 9am-1pm.. No break.. Is this sian? I think it's not gonna be worse than staying at home. I was awake till 4am lasy night or maybe this morning. Haha. I have 1 and a half cup milo:D Haha! Not bad^^176 is 1 and half too. Haha is curfew even linked? Haha! I think i have the weirdest and lamest ideas in the world and i think 176 would totally agree! Haha! Oh saw one of J's photo. It's quite cool! Omg and 800 bucks for it! J i want it tooo! Ask them to take me jump.. Haha but damn.. My form like off already:( Haha im thinking Track&Field or RockClimbing for CCA in TP.. Some say T&F.. Some say RC.. Haha bnut i think grey contacts way of telling me RC is not very exciting cos it's hangingfrom rocks^^ I couldnt stop laughing! It's freaking funny! Hanging from rocks. Hehe^^ Omg damn funny. And grey contacts ask me go counselling for wanting to shrink. Haha! Like this also need counselling! Tsk Tsk you not very nice after all lorr! Hahaha:) Omg im so bored... I wanna watch "date night" and "when in rome". Maybe i'll try getting the citylights kiddos to go watch with me date night. Hopefully no one has watched it before.. Then for "when in rome" how? Who wanna watch with meeeee? I wanna watch in the cinemas cos i think watching on the net is so boring.. I prefer watching in theatres. Big screen. Dont have to wait for the loading. Have aircon. And can watch with besties or my girlfriends.. I wonder if any MTW or Tofus girlfriends can join me and watch the moviesss! Another thing.. I seriously need to go out with kor soon! My heels is totally rotting in the shoe rackkk! I wanna wear my heeelssss! The sickening thing for being so tallllll! I wanna minus 5cm from my height then i can totallly wear heels!!! Tomorrow is some TP sports day thingy right? Haha i went to look through my cupboard. Only one maroon tank top.. I shall wear it with black cardigan and then with jeans. I need to go for retail therapy like what A says she needs too! I need buy nice pumps/slippers! I need to throw away some of my slippers already.. Should i make this is a longer post? Okayi should since i got so much of free time.. Hehe^^

I shall state down my present wishlist:
1.Some biggg stuff toy for borthday so that whole world will know it's my birthday:D
Haha i know it's on the side of my blog..
2.Something from perlini's silver
3.Brook Avenue Grey Hoodie(haha the one from Smudge)
4.Smudge's patch cap (Out-of-stock..I will totally love the person who get me this..L, ask JJ remake it again cannnn?)
5.Devilock's switch shirt and hoodie(Haha i got sudden love for hoodies!)
6.Devilock X Garni Necklace(haha many things i want are in Smudge..But all are out of my budget:[ )
7.Milo packets to be sold in TP!HAHA:) (I'm a big fan of milooo!)
8.More clothes!!
9.More Time to go out!!
10.More Freedommmmm!
11.Longer Curfewwww!
12.Daddy to let me go out moreeee!
13. and same thing goes on and on.:)

Haha im a greedy girl:D I wanna eat ice cream.. I ate ice cream yesterday hehe^^ I ate instant noodles for lunch. And it was soooo awesomeeee:) Haha it's instant noodle plus egg plus extra ingredients and lots of pepper! Whee~ It was so awesome! I wondr when is the next ketsu dinner gonna be on.. I hope it's like on monday cos i got lectures and all till 6pm then that's the time when my dad maybe let me eat dinner with ketsu ppl:D Haha so im actually quite happy when i see there's a day when my lectures and all ends late. Hehe^^ But sometimes daddy may just say just come back we'll wait for you. And i'll be in totalt sian mood. Haha! Today he called wanted to find mummy but she not in. Then he as like today never go out? Haha you want me go out arh? I will totally just run out of the house then decide where to go and who to go with hahaha! Hopefully there's one day he'll say the same thing to me.. "Eh so early arh today?" haha! Like this means i can go out moreeeee:D Haha i bet those of you reading my blog will think i'm crazy but no. This is just a sign of an illness named: Deprived-of-going-out!:D Hehe^^ Alrighty! I shall sop here. Need go showerrrrr! Annyeong~!

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I just listened to 2pm's without you. I hate to say but it's quite catchy. But really love's khun's rap! Im like listening to 2pm cos of khun.. Even Jay said khun's rap is fire:) 25 April is Jay's birthday:D There's so many J-day projects:) Tomorrow my school start at 9am and ends at 10am but im meeting A at 1pm.. What to do for the 3 hours? How How? Grey contacts ask me to sleep in library for that 3 hours but so weird haha! Maybe i'll just bring my korean stuff to revise. And maybe bring my host book to read... And bring earpiece the most important thing of all! haha^^ Ketsu people are going to have dinner tonight and im not going:( Firstly, cos my daddy sure wont allow cos of sat's outing. Then secondly, my mummy's cooking! Then lastly, abit lazy to go but if can go of course i'll go. End of this month im going mauritius(correct spelling?).. Im hating this trip cos 30 april got jason's party and there's adidas street party! And JJ might be there.. Bleah. Sucks ttm. Im gonna stop here for today.. See you tomorrow love!:)

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Now listening: Candles - Hey Monday:)

The colour is nice but the taste is bleah. Haha i just took this picture out of google. Haha! I found anti-bandung people:D J dont like it and grey contacts started being an anti-bandung yesterday. Haha one who was an ultimate lover of bandung then now anti. Haha drink so many cups of bandung yesterdayyy! Haha melted plastic! Haha! Mine's cos of some bad experience. Actually before that i dont drink it already and the experience made it worseeee! Haha. My favourite drink is Milo!! Ultimate awesome drink:) Hehe^^ It's like my childhood drink. Started drinking it since young and i always dip hup seng cream crackers (biscuits) and then yummy!:) Haha okay today im lazy to type more. Furthermore, nothing much today. Didnt go out. Oh haha Chelsea lost to tottenham 2-1. Everyone's so happy so im happy too. One of Chelsea's goal was offside. Haha the reaction of people at macs was so funny. I think watching soccer with soccer fans is soooo fun:) Yesterday cinnamon melts was love! I totally loveeee it! Haha i got sweet tooth!^^ Okay im stoppping here. Annyeong!

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Now listening to: 2AM-I Was Wrong:) Love them!

Today's the 1st ketsu FO mass outing. Sentosa. The last time i went there was last year with WXY to get a pretty tan:) Today was so fun. Played captains ball with like frisbi(haha shit i forget how to spell) and like some ball.. If im not wrong, it's volleyball. My knee has like scratches cos i tried to catch te frisbi(haha the spelling looks weird).. Then my daddy told me i cant leave at 6pm:( Then the world came tumbling down. The weather suited my mood damn well. Im so angry and sad. I wanted to cry but wtshit. Im always being such a crybaby and i hate it. The worse part.. I cant freaking control it.. Dang. But the only thing that made me a little happy is that im going sgcc for ktv later. Then can play pool too. Haha. Oh and 176! Cheer up kay.. Sms me if you need someone to talk to! And stupid panda keep calling me piggy! I dont wanna be a piggy! Haha pig means fat so it's sonot niceeee! I just realised.. I didnt take any photos with my phone today. Only last part i took a photo with J and R but not with my phone.. Monday supposedly the first day of school is a no school day for me so i cant attend the ketsu dinner already:( siann..Alrighty. Im gonna just stop here. Annyeong~!

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P.S. Thanks Issac and Rayna for walking me to the monorail station!:)

Tomorrow's TP business school's orientation! Whee~ Finally it's here! I want school to start cos i will get more freedom and more things to do other than just using fb. Fb is freaking bored now that i've been using it almost everyday. I think my eyesight is worse now. Maybe i'll have to wear my specs. Haha.But anyway cant wait for tmr to come. Hehe. So exciting:)) Today's shall be one shorty post! Annyeong~!

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Yesterday went for a tour around ann siang hill area. Went to OB at red dot traffic, then to Smudge then to the cafe below called shots which previously was A.R.K.. Today was supposed to go meet A, W, cedar jumpers and seniors at Track&Field Finals at CCK stadium but my daddy said im going out too much already and here i am sitting infront of this lappy once again. Freaking rotting at home. I cant wait for orientation tmr! Ohhh.. And hopefully saturday i can make it for the mass FO outing! Dang.. But friday i want to go for the Smudge farewell party at the present Smudge store which starts at 6pm. Dont know if my daddy will allow not:(( Sucks lah. Just now, M called me. She asked me if i can go for Cedar's Victory Dinner cos mr seem have been asking tiff for me like how am i doing.. I know he was kinda S then but i really miss him since he wa a coach of mine for 4 years and it was him that gave me what i have today. Without him, i wont be in Cedar and AYG or whatever. Or maybe this awesome poly i am in now. But seriously, i dont know how the hell to face him. He was so pissed at me then and like cos my mummy asked him for help to get me into SP and in the end when the outcome was SP accept me through JPSAE and TP accept me through JAE, i chose TP cos i prefer the course and i dont want anymore commitments like what i had in cedar then.. Today's seriously a shitty day. Ahhh! Im so bored at homeeee! I wanna go orientation now...! I shall stop here i guess. And maybe pplay pet society, zoo world, mafia wars or whatever games in fb. Haha texas poker too. Freaking loser lah.. Annyeong~!

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2 days after camp and im missing it! haha im so bored at home! Omg this reminds me something. hehe^^ Someone's head was growing flower yesterday! Haha! Funny:) My brother was playing Run devil run and it remind me of ketsu's GLs performance!:) Kai Wen was freaking awesome! Tomorrow maybe going Smudge and then 14 maybe going National Track and Field Finals to meet up with some old friends:) Especially Aisyah, Wen, Cedar jumpers and not forgetting seniors! Im so proud of Aisyah, Yan and Sarah. RJ totally owned the Triple Jump podium!:) Really happy for you , Aisyah! I wonder how's all the seniors.. Sipei, Yan, Wen.R and Jac! Haha i think im the most unfit out of them now. Gotta start doing some workout! Haha. Later i have to bath jewel. Now she has to bathe everyday with that special soap. Jewel, you're breaking my heart everytime seeing you like this. Hope you get better! Love you always my puppy jewel! Cant wait for 15 and 16! Haha 15 must accompany Jared go TP together. Jared, you owe me! Haha jk jk. At least treat me chocolate ice cream:) Okay shall stop here:) Annyeong~

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P.S. Yesterday was my last korean class. So sad:(

K-E-T-S-U!:) TP FOC was awesome! All the GLs.. Rachel, Janice, Bamboo, Adelyn, Jessica, Jeremy, Ben, Mat, Matt, Shawn, Raymond, Shah, Tingfong and alot more! They were awesome. Haha Shah's voice is super power! It's freaking loud! Okay i wanna thank a few people!:) Rachel and Mat for walking me out all the way to the busstop cos i had to go home for the following day's speech day. And Karmun for always letting me my pouch in her bag:) And Shawn for letting me put my pouch in his bag for such a long long time and i know my pouch has some weight so yeah thanks! And Raymond for always spotting my bottle first when im looking for it!haha. Awesome~! Actually, if i wanna thank i think it'll be damn long. Haha and im lazy to type today cos tomorrow there's korean class and i have to try and fall asleep earlier! The pictures are up in my fb. Sadly, i didnt managed to take picture with many other GLs. Hopefully, my dad will allow me to attend the saturday's mass outing!:) So cool! FOW people are going too right? Means the group's gonna be huge. That's gonna be a problem. Haha. But the more the merrier:) Anyway, It's getting late so i should go to sleep! Annyeong!^^

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Haha by looking at this post you should know by now.. Yes, still in the JJ hangover mood. Hehe. After holding hands and back to back took a picture, it's really hard to recover back to the normal state of mind. Haha and finally i managed to take the effort to change the blogskin. Hehe. There's even a JJ picture to greet once you enter here. Haha. I went to look for a nice 100 days photo found this and that. I wanted to put his picture below but cannot find any link to put as picture source:(In this picture, i think he look super good. I just love this picture alot!!hehe^^ Okay better go to bed now. Annyeong!

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School's gonna start soon and im still in the JJ hangover mood. On 13th april, J, Z, A and a few more are planning to visit SMG and hopefully get to meet JJ:) He'll be in SG for some sports thingy. JJ, go to SMG on that day alright!!! Keeping my fingers cross.. Like the drama im watching now, it says without little raindrops, a rainbow cannot be formed.. And for little raindrops, they wanna be there cos they love rainbow and wanna see it. It's like JJ and fans. Fans are like little raindrops and rainbow is JJ. Up in the sky, so pretty and so far away.. I wanna catch a rainbow! Im still patiently waiting for the back to back photos but they're not coming out.. AND the photos at the upclose meeting with JJ on white day. JJ's manager still hasnt send it to us!! It's been more than 2 weeks! She said she will send us the week after but where is it:(( I want photos but nin are coming:( And JJ take care! Hope your cold is getting better:D Annyeong~

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MatVXV3Y2nI&feature=player_embedded

You guys gotta watch this. It's awesome. Love those moves.. Haha while i'm watching all these videos i still cant deny i'm still having a JJ hangover. Even though i watch these videos by my other favourite singers or dancers.. I still listen to JJ's 100 days album everyday from 28 march till now.. I still cant believe we actually held hands and took photo. He's just damn good when performing live. His voice is awesome. Love it when he sing obsession and he hit high notes. Love his collab with JY for now and forever. He changed the genre for jiayou in JJ Party 4. He sang while playing guitar with JY but Jy didnt sing. That different cover of jiayou was awesome too. Cant wait to get to see him sooon!!! Oh, went to eastcoast park just now with my family and my aunt and her friend. We brought jewel along so that she can have a dip in the seawater. She's sooo adorable. She got tired damn fast. My little beloved puppy<3

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We are all placed on earth to leave imprints on each others' lives.
Life is about creating something out of nothing, stick to it and keep working on it.

I make music...
I weave dreams...
I capture life...
I struggle, but I break free...
I fall, but I get up stronger...
I rest, but I never stop...

I die, but I live forever...

No one can stop you unless you stop yourself, No one will push you unless you push yourself.
The choice is yours.

-JJ Lin