Cant hear you..
Saturday, February 20, 2010/ 2:22 AM

Today went to g's house for dinner and played cards. haha meeting you again is quite awkward. It's like i dont know what to say to you. I wanna talk to you as a friend like really like citylights people. But somehow, i just cant do it. Dang right. When i look at you, it's like you changed quite alot. It's like specs change, you changed too. haha. Okay like seriously, i have no idea what im talking bout already. Anyway, to sum it up.. One Word. Awkward.
Next thing, I saw my bobo today:) Really glad to see you again. I miss you lots lots babe! Wasted you had to go up for dinner that fast and didnt have much time to talk. It feels like months since i last saw you even though it's only last week. Hope to see you real soon alright! Love you babe!
Another thing, my mood is totally spoilt. My dad just dont know how to be more lenient with me. I wanted to go play L4D with my brother all. Then, my dad didnt allow. That's how im now in thia house using the com and updating the blog. Sometimes, i really dont understand. With SL,kor,JH and g all going as well, why cant he just allow. Im really sick of being so controlled. I dont want it to be so controlled. If you let me go out, I would totally have self discipline to come back before 10. 10 would be the latest if i go out with my own friends. Cos of you, when im still outside after 7pm with my friends i feel weird. You're quite good eh.. Sometimes, I dont even dare to ask you to let me go for a birthday party or concert. But is that successful? Making your own daughter be scared from asking you stuff. Dont you ever think that because of this, I may had lied to you bout not having a boyfriend before? Okay, dont talk bout the past... What bout the future? Do you think i would i ever ever tell you? You say i can only get a boyfriend when im 21. But will you accept it if i bring one on my birthday? This is really killing me. I dont ask much.. I just want more freedom for me to go out more and not a must for me to have dinner with you all everyday and for kor, it's like up to him. What with all these?! Girl or guy.. We're still humans after all..okay i should just stop here. Im tired from typing already..

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