Sunday, February 28, 2010/ 11:40 PM
I'm not a hottest anymore, we all died when jay left. Hottest. There are 7 letters. 2PM there's 7 members. If you take one letter out of hottest, will be be any meaningful word to us? No. Without one member of 2PM is like taking away one letter. I'll turn to 2AM. And be the coolest. Cos i'm a hottest for 2PM and not 6PM or 1.59PM. Anyway, im happy for jay. To leave a company with no humanity, no love but greed and selfishness. Everything that only revolves around you you and just you. If most of the members speak more kindly, sincerely and truthfully i would consider continuing supporting you. But now, just reflect. Look what you have said. Those hurtful words that came through your very own mouth. Dirty social life? Who are you to judge. Whatever it is that happen, you as brothers should accept him no matter the bad things. One of you said dont be skeptical of your friendships? Now you bring that in. What are friends for? Friends are supposed to be there in the times of other friend's needs and not just throw them away. Be more like AOM's leader chacha. He's there to help a brother he love and accept whatever he is. Now i would rather jay continue being with AOM. A group that truely appreciates him and treasures him. AOM's chacha, you rock. Be happy alright jay? Hwaiting!♥pink
Saturday, February 27, 2010/ 10:58 PM
Now you're gone,
what am I gonna do.
I'm so empty my heart,
my soul can't go on..
Go on baby without you....
My rainy days fade away when you,
come around please tell me baby..
Why you go so far away..
It's never gonna be the same without you.. You light up our lives and brought joy to us and now all that we can do is see you suffer when you're in this shit. Or should i look it on the bright side.. Cos you left jype this sh**ty company with slave contract that ties their singers for 10 years. But what will happen to hottests? Without you, i dont think we're called the hottests anymore. Cos without you, we're one minute behind.. But all i can say now is that whatever you do or decide, i'll forever respect your decision. BUT i do not believe that what they said was true. I dont believe that you didnt something so bad that they cant put it on lips. This is just conspiracy.. But even if you did, we're your fans and that what loving our idols is all about. Loving their everything. Even if that includes the bad points. Even though i respect whatever decisions you make, since this decision is not what you told the hottests personally that you dont want to be in 2PM because of yourself and not for the other 6 members, i will continue fighting for your rights in whatever i can to help 2od so that together we can help you in one way or another. Just dont forget.. Whenever you're feeling down or anything, do know present hottests would be there for you to support you and encourage you. If you decide to take part in ABDC, we'll support you cos we know bboying is something you love and no one can take that from you.
♥pink
Thursday, February 25, 2010/ 11:46 PM
"Hello, this is JYP Entertainment.
Last September, 2PM’s member Park Jaebum announced his withdrawal from the group and returned to Seattle after the shock of his words he wrote on the internet during his trainee time. We will reveal the course of action henceforth. Although those words from the case that occurred last September did not look good to everyone, they were his words during his hard trainee days and was written on his personal space. The company agreed with Park Jaebum goon’s opinion to take time for self discipline; this does not mean we thought that he would stop all activities in the entertainment industry or forever leave 2PM. At the time the company could have convinced Park Jaebum goon to stay and promote with as a 7 membered 2PM and held back his withdrawal. Though it could be considered that parts of Park Jaebum goon’s words were exaggeratedly mistranslated by netizens, it was definite that those words could have hurt many people. In that situation, if we were to enthusiastically embrace Park Jaebum goon and promote with the 7 member 2PM, this could have made the image of Park Jaebum goon to the public forever negative and so we agreed with his decision. When a celebrity makes a mistake that disappoints the public and they do not apologize for their own mistakes, or if the company embraces that celebrity, there have been many cases before when this further changed the views of the public toward the negative direction and therefore we thought it would be good to show his willing withdrawal from the group to have time for self-discipline. Thankfully enough after Park Jaebum goon’s withdrawal, many of the public opinions changed and showed their thoughts to give him another chance. Ever since Park Jaebum goon’s case, we did not reveal anything else because we did not want the public opinion to be swayed by negative influences, but since Park Jaebum goon has returned to Seattle, the company started to search for excellent vocal, dance and acrobatic teachers and the company’s producer Park Jinyoung personally visited Seattle last September 19th to consult with these teachers to complete a kind learning program.All the current commercials, performances, promotions and contracts and of course the contract’s target that 2PM has been involved in have been made not with the current 6 member group, but with the terms that the group could return as 7 members after Park Jaebum goon’s return, so we waited for his come back. During last year November, the company proposed for a return for Park Jaebum through an album that would be released this year in April, and with Park Jaebum goon’s agreement plans confirmed, he would have returned home in the third week of February with a press conference and promotions as a 7 member group would have started. Due to the return of kind public views after his withdrawal, Park Jaebum goon’s return to the group would improve all their efforts, and more than anything, we would have been able to receive the unified support of the fans again. The company and all 7 members were expanding their hopes.But, if the news of a comeback were to be revealed too quickly, we were afraid that the kind view of the public would once again turn negative. Even with the roaring voices of criticism from fans, we did not reveal anything about this comeback.But, last December 22nd Park Jaebum goon made a startling call with the company head revealing that he committed a big personal mistake. It was a mistake that occurred during last summer’s Again and Again promotions that was being was realized in afterthought that caused a problem. Though Park Jaebum goon could not reveal the information because it was a personal problem, this problem is even bigger than the problem that caused him to withdraw last September, and is a problem that could cause an even bigger public problem. Though we wanted to discuss with the other 6 members, at the time the boys were so excited about the news of Park Jaebum goon’s comeback and were enthusiastically preparing for the award performances; we could not tell them this news. Following their year-end promotion completion, we told them the news on January 3rd. Receiving this big shock, they contemplated heavily and three days later on January 6th, all 6 members revealed that it would be hard for them to promote as 2PM with Park Jaebum goon. The company came to a conclusion that Park Jaebum goon was not fit to be an affiliated celebrity with them and decided to terminate his contact.Though we wanted to immediately address this to everyone, it was because of Park Jaebum goon’s personal situation that we are revealing this now and we hope for your understanding. As much as 2PM are precious singers, and as much as the many hearts of those that love them, as well as the many public opinions that focused on this case, all the information above is being revealed in its truthful entirety with not even a bit of lies. The reason we are revealing these details through this message is because, if we were to make a safe reason through lies, the mistrust in the fans opinions and thoughts would become as large as a snowball. All of 2PM, and to all the people who were waiting for Park Jaebum goon’s return we apologize sincerely to reveal this regretful news to everyone. The company will prepare even harder with the 6 members to greet you with a better image. Thank you."
TAKE OUT WITH FULL CREDITS.CREDITS : MY DAILY (JYPE'S ANNOUNCEMENT), G-RACE (TRANS), jennying♥(EDIT) @2ONEDAY.COM--------------------
Love & Respect.
Love & Respect.
I'll be waiting till I don't have a reason to wait anymore.
What's this?! What are we supposed to do now?! This is so unfair! Without jay, 2PM isnt right..Does the mistake even exist? Jay, we're missing you so bad and this happen. What's gonna happen to 2PM.. What's gonna happen to ONEDAY?! What's gonna happen to us(hottests)? God please help us..
♥pink
Wednesday, February 24, 2010/ 1:18 AM
This is just on of them:)hehe^^i got 3 name tags:) Firstly,JAY'S. Secondly, khunnie's one and then i got wooyoungie's one too:))im one happy broke kid.haha. Totally love jay's name tag. He is just love. I found a address for us to send letters to jay already:) Say im smart:) hehe^^ Im so gonna send one. and Athirah upload the pictures alright!!:) See you on sunday. Will tell you the address on sunday:)bi mil:D♥pink
Saturday, February 20, 2010/ 2:22 AM
Today went to g's house for dinner and played cards. haha meeting you again is quite awkward. It's like i dont know what to say to you. I wanna talk to you as a friend like really like citylights people. But somehow, i just cant do it. Dang right. When i look at you, it's like you changed quite alot. It's like specs change, you changed too. haha. Okay like seriously, i have no idea what im talking bout already. Anyway, to sum it up.. One Word. Awkward.Next thing, I saw my bobo today:) Really glad to see you again. I miss you lots lots babe! Wasted you had to go up for dinner that fast and didnt have much time to talk. It feels like months since i last saw you even though it's only last week. Hope to see you real soon alright! Love you babe!
Another thing, my mood is totally spoilt. My dad just dont know how to be more lenient with me. I wanted to go play L4D with my brother all. Then, my dad didnt allow. That's how im now in thia house using the com and updating the blog. Sometimes, i really dont understand. With SL,kor,JH and g all going as well, why cant he just allow. Im really sick of being so controlled. I dont want it to be so controlled. If you let me go out, I would totally have self discipline to come back before 10. 10 would be the latest if i go out with my own friends. Cos of you, when im still outside after 7pm with my friends i feel weird. You're quite good eh.. Sometimes, I dont even dare to ask you to let me go for a birthday party or concert. But is that successful? Making your own daughter be scared from asking you stuff. Dont you ever think that because of this, I may had lied to you bout not having a boyfriend before? Okay, dont talk bout the past... What bout the future? Do you think i would i ever ever tell you? You say i can only get a boyfriend when im 21. But will you accept it if i bring one on my birthday? This is really killing me. I dont ask much.. I just want more freedom for me to go out more and not a must for me to have dinner with you all everyday and for kor, it's like up to him. What with all these?! Girl or guy.. We're still humans after all..okay i should just stop here. Im tired from typing already..
♥pink
Friday, February 19, 2010/ 3:20 PM
My New Liking♥I love their songs.hehe^^
You should give them a listen too:)
First song is Cant Hear You and the next is We Like..
4 girls 1 guy. Aint it super cool! The guy's average looking but his voice is nice:)
♥pink
Thursday, February 18, 2010/ 12:55 AM
Hi again! It's been quite a while since i last update cos it's lunar new year still. On tuesday, i went to watch valentine's day with tofus minus wxy and sangee. Sangee has high fever the day before and then wxy minute had something up. It was really a fun day. haha i bought my favorite bread from provenence cafe. The one that have choclate swirls. The one that their popular for. They are just daebak! i can totally finished 10 of that in a day. Dont be freaked out. It's like a little smaller than my fist size. It's darn good. But it freaking cost 60cents per bun. But i bought 10 anyway.hehe^^ Im totally in love with the bread:))) haha oh.. On monday, i won 20 bucks when we played cards. Im feeling luckyyy^^ haha. Okay i shall stop here cos i dont really feel like typing much today. haha will update soon. Oh last update, friday having dinner at aunty sally's house. Then, playing cards after dinner:) yay i love playing cards:) okay annyeong~!^^♥pink
Sunday, February 14, 2010/ 12:24 AM
HAPPY NEW YEAR and HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!♥
Saturday, February 13, 2010/ 12:37 AM
Today was a fun day:)9am -Meet Athirah at Potong Pasir Mrt
-Eat Breakfast at Macs.(I ate sausage mcmuffin with egg meal.yummy:p)
10am-Walk to Cedar Girls'
Then, we went to meet serena and talked to her for awhile then i met tiffy.then after that we went to find mdm audra gave her presents then talk for quite awhile. Then,went to library to find mrs chew but she wasnt there then we went to the staff room to call her, gave her presents and talk for quite awhile then while talking saw mrs foong. Okay, my memory is bad.. I only remember we went to canteen to get some drinks(i got my milo packet as usual:D) Then, went up to hall and sat through their cny celebration with many more ex cedarians around. I met bobo:) She was super hyper with VJC cheer all with afiqah. Adorable much haha. Then, after the concert it was photo time. Took with mdm audra, mdm farida, mr tan, mrs chew and mrs foong. Then after that nothing much. A,M and i went to PS cos they wanted to watch movie but not enough time and not many seats. So we went to somerset, walk to orchard cineleisure to get tickets. They couldnt get what they wanted so they got movie tickets for like everyone's fine or something like that. omg talking bout movies..
I so wanna watch Valentine's Day! I wanttttt! Okay after buying tickets, i went down to the movable cart to help my dad get something for my mum. I saw this super adorable pooh bear holding a heart(not the original version of pooh of course,the original one is so not cute). It had fake red roses around with 2 fererro(oops like wrong spelling.okay whatever..)but it cost, like $29.90 and i only had like 2o bucks. So i ask the person in anyway can he like remove anything to make it to like 20 bucks. Then, after awhile.. Yipee i got the thing without the 2 fererro for 19.90. It was super omg.. Cos this mens those 2 fererros were like 5 bucks each. I would die eating one. I would so rrather get one 3 in 1 packet from ntuc or something.haha. I sound cheapo but who cares. I was broke. hehe^^ This year vday is the same day as cny. I pity those couples cos they cant be together on that day maybe they can be but only for a short time. Since there is cny reunion dinner. I cant wait to wear my new clothessss:))))) Okay i shall stop now. Annyeong~!
♥pink
Wednesday, February 10, 2010/ 11:02 PM
Stoning is like ther thing i d most the whole day.i dont know what will i do without it.hehe^^ Yeah so there it is:) One of my hobbies:) Athirah and i just got our 2PM badge thingy and a laminated little poster of 2pm and the best part, there's JAY in it. The super hot, pink leadja:) Just lovely. The dear maknae, Chansung's, birthday is coming up on 11th Febuary. He turning 2o. But this is according to how we count it. The way they count make them 1 year older or something like that. Not very sure. Today, it was supposed to be a revising korean day at bishan library after breakfast at macs but turns out to be a reading day.heh. Athirah and i both finished a book today. I borrowed a book home. Okay, this is gonna be so random.. Who knows where do they sell like JAY's socks. Haha like the ones they have in comics connection but they only have suju. And for handphone strap.. The one that hangs around our neck, they have snsd, shinee, suju (as usual), dbsk, a one on taec(dammit,why him not JAY or khunnie or someone ese..) and there's like more.. All except 2pm.. The stuff that Athirah and i got were the last 2s. Last 2 badge thingies and last two mini laminated posters. Haha this year is gonna be so great since we're so lucky:)) Okay i shall stop here. Annyeong!^^♥pink
Tuesday, February 9, 2010/ 10:11 PM
For jay..
It's been over 5 months and more already and yet nothing has been done yet.. I wonder whether will jay ever be able to come back. JYPE has went over to seattle to discuss bout jay but not sure if it's true that there's a thing like this or is it yet another rumour.. Im tired of rumours but i'll never be tired of waiting.JAY HWAITING!
♥pink
It's been over 5 months and more already and yet nothing has been done yet.. I wonder whether will jay ever be able to come back. JYPE has went over to seattle to discuss bout jay but not sure if it's true that there's a thing like this or is it yet another rumour.. Im tired of rumours but i'll never be tired of waiting.JAY HWAITING!
♥pink
Monday, February 8, 2010/ 3:39 PM
I just finished watching this movie, Hachiko.. When i was watching this show, i cried like shit. The love between the owner and the dog is just something that really warms your heart. Even after the owner died during his lecture since he is a proffesor after 2 years of taking care of Hachi, Hachi still continues t wait at the same spot everyday, same time. Even though the proffesor's daughter took care of Hachi and brought it to her house ater her father's death. Seeing how Hachi reacted when he heard the train, she decided to let it go so that it can go to the same spot outside the railway station to wait for his owner. Even though everyday he didnt get to see his owner, he still continued to wait for another 9 years until it died. It's freaking touching. Now my mind dont even wanna think what will happen to me if Jewel is not with me anymore.she's bout 6 going 7 this year. Her life is getting shorter each time and i dont want to have to say goodbye to her next time. Damn. Okay next topic.. Yesterday at korean class i learnt how to say monday to sunday but i just cant remember.hehe^^ Im ageing. The thing that i will alwyas remember is how to say i love you in korean cos it's the first phrase that i got to understand. Thanks to jj's song.hehe^^ I can also remember quite a few more like "molra""araso""waeyo""mwoyo""oe di""hu chu" and alot...hehe. My favourite is "bae go pa yo" which is Im hungry:))hehe^^ It's helpful when you're starving:)) Okay, i shall stop here gotta go shower since it's like almost 4pm.Annyeong~!^^♥pink
Sunday, February 7, 2010/ 2:29 AM
Today was hell lot of fun.athirah ad to leave early so she didnt get to watch the movie.drey ang,ravin and i went to watch i hate valentine's day.we totally love the ending of the movie.it was freaking sweet.i dont think it will happen in real life for us though.the guy singing in public up to the girl looking out the window.then he ask the crowd to scater and they form a heart andhe ask her to be his valentine.very cheesy but so sweet.haha the queue to buy popcorn was so bloody long cos of the group infront of us.the bunch of guys.then make ravin and i rush to the toilet since there was no time left for us to stroll to the toilet.then at the lift area,one of the guys in the group whistle.i wanted to ask them to f off.like seriously but i was s in a rush and in need of toilet and they are boys and im a girl so im at an serious disadvantage.then,when i walk out of the toilet then i walk pass the freaking lift lobby and then the guy whistle again.damn him!like seriously.then after movie,i took mrt to farrer park to meet my family at city square for dinner.hehe^^my brother went to cut his hair.the back and side were really nice with the styling and 'gel'ing or 'wax'ing.but from the front it looked funny.but nice hair!then we went to bbq chicken for dinner and it was 1 for 1 then we met my aunt and her friend.i guess singapore is just too small.haha then after dinner we went home i quickly showered,dried my hair and change into outside clothes and head for sgcc for ktv.the speakers kinda suck today.but it was really fun to sing.love 'ktv'ing alot!!okay it's kinda late already and tomorrow i have korean class:)yipee!i cant wait for every sunday to come.and then next sunday is chinese new year!^^new tops.new jeans.new dresses.new shoes.new bags.then in april,it'll be new school!!!:))okay shall stop here for today. Annyeong hi kaseyo~!^^♥pink
Friday, February 5, 2010/ 9:40 PM
I've finished watching the kdrama, Creating Destiny:) It was a nice movie:) Today i tried goose liver, it was aromatic but it's like eating fats. hehe^^ I guess i just dont know how to appreciate fine cuisine. Dang. haha. Tomorrow i'm gonna meet drey ang and ravin for movie and dinner at town. I have to leave town by 9pm then hopefully after that for the saturday gathering with citylights people will be in sgcc for ktv:) haha. I'm so looking forward to school reopen.. I'm bored.. Nothing much to say today so byee~!♥pink
/ 1:09 AM
Without school now,it just dont feel right.i cant wait for school to start and meet new friends and study a whole new thing that is different from primary and secondary school.jared is going to tp too business course.how cool is that:)the penguin lover!haha.too bad you cant have it^^and the best thing is athirah is going tp too.engineering school.jus opposite business block.hehe how niceee.im still wondering if i wanna take up track and field in tp.i dont know what i want..im lost somehow somewhere and i cant seem to find the right way out this time..but it's not the school just the cca.i love the school.i know im gonna enjoy my next 3 years there..doing projects with friends,having more freedom i hope.haha maybe get a bf there.haha!okay away from that studies seems more important but we'll see how.haha maybe the second meaning of bf.that one will be much simplier.im still watching creating destiny.it's a nice drama.after watching that i will move to idol army.2PM.dang.ji geum bae go pa yo.anyway,gtg tomorrow gotta wake up earlier than 11am.hehe^^okay shall sign off now.Annyeong hi kaseyo~!^^♥pink
P.S. This blog post is something like the post i psted in my previous blog.cos im kinda updating both^^
Thursday, February 4, 2010/ 4:13 PM
Hehe^^athirah you used it:)yay!my inpsiration is just from a great source.heh!tomorrow im gonna have lunch with aunty regina and my mummy.she has meeting before that so i'll be meeting aunty regina first at 11am at raffles city shopping mall at kate spade.she say she wants go shopping with me.haha.like that i shall bring more money.in case i see like a dress or something that i like.okay i shall go watch my videos now.Now Watching: Creating Destiny:) 
it's a nice show so you should watch too!:)
it's a nice show so you should watch too!:) Wednesday, February 3, 2010/ 9:48 PM
Okay i realise many people are reading the mel one day___continue continue.incase people are searching so i better dont type the whole thing haha.this blog name is an inspiration from 2pm and chansung their dear maknae.haha.then we thought of alot though..i shall wait till athirah use one of them.most probably the wooyoung one.hehe^^im so smart to have that idea^^she's gonna change her blog thingy url too.so we shall see if this changing of blog url helps:))Today athirah and i went to bishan library to revise some korean phrases cos we're learning it every sunday.we're so together.same school.same clique.same fav kpop group.same korean class(haha duh,since i signed up for her when i was registering.hehe^^)okay im gonna stop here for today gotta go do some stuff bout the previous blog!:)♥pink
